The Magic If
As i stand at the top of this hill i can see everything, feel everything. And for the first time in my life i feel free - i don't feel trapped i feel invincible even though i know it is only temporary i can enjoy it..enjoy something that i know deep down that i will never have. I can feel the breeze kiss my face and for once i don't mind the caress i feel that it is my choice to feel. Standing at the top of this hill i can see the city line with all the tall buildings..amazing no?
I begin to close my eyes and i can picture it, picture someone else life as they wake up in another house - one smaller and they open their eyes excited for the day to come as they know they can do whatever it is that they want, they have the whole world in their hands, unlike me. Trapped, Helpless, Pathetic. Can one really blame me for thinking all i possibly have left is a gun and a bullet to fill the void of...boredom and misery. I think not.
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